Monday, February 27, 2006

Sun, fun and nothing to do

For all those who don't know this mountain: This is famous Matterhorn. We've been there for one week and it was great. Just that for the moment.
Although i was not working for several weeks this and last year I had no holiday. Or almost none. There were a few trips abroad and some camps but that was not really holiday either. My bf showed me his photos from Australia, a friend of mine is travelling in Ecuador and keeps me informed, my dad works in Rome now, my mum goes on holiday. It seems everybody around is leaving boring regular life for some weeks except me. I'm stuck in the office. My decision: I'll go on holiday in summer! Holiday means sun, sea, beach, diving, nothing to do, no duties, just the things that I want. Hopefully I won't go alone...

Friday, February 03, 2006

Home sweet Home


It feels good at home. I didn't have to work much lately and so it came that I had a lot of time to spend alone in my new home. I usually kept thinking about some "problems" I had. It's really nice to sit in front of the fireplace and to enjoy the quietness. I finally had time for me and I loved it. I must repeat that pretty soon.

About making important decisions: I've never been the person who loves it, but who does that? Sometimes I'd like to be a child again, a child doesn't have to take an important decision, life is so easy then. But on the other hand I'd not want to give up all the advantages I have as an adult. Life is never easy but anyway, I sometimes whis it would be different. Not easier but leading to another end.

Today I had an interesting discussion with my mother. I enjoy my independence, but sometimes it's nice to go home and say: "Hi mom, is lunch ready?"